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How do I feel? weird?

It just seems that life has been not the same, you know.
I am being my true self.
I have lost my innocence.
I have lost myself in these society-driven norms.
I want to find my true self.
I want to discover who I am.
Who I really want to be.
I want to be genuinely happy with me.
What I do, what I become.
I want to reach the place where I do everything and say everything that comes to mind.
I want to be like the waves that just don’t stop. More like a loop. More like a loop looping.
I wanna be someone whom I am happy with.
I don’t wanna be so aware of the situation. Of what’s happening.
I wanna just go with the flow.
Be how was I.